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Daily Post December

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NaNoWriMo is over, and I ‘won’ it with ease*. Writing many, many words has never been an issue with me. In fact, when I used to write for ABLC, someone coined the phrase ‘pulling a Minna’ for writing any article over 2,000 words long. That’s like a sneeze for me,** so I don’t do NaNoWriMo the normal way. For those who don’t know what NaNoWriMo is, basically, you write a 50,000-word novel in the month of November, which breaks down to 1,667 words a day. I can write that in roughly an hour and a half if I really concentrate, so I usually set a different goal for NaNoWriMo. This year, my aim was to write 5,000 words a day. I’ve had the same goal in the past, and I’ve met that goal twice, I think (out of two times). It was feasible without being terribly burdensome, and I managed to meet my personal goal with ten thousand words to spare. I finished one novel, started a second one, decided it was a crap a third of the way through, and started a third–which is much better than the second, thank you for asking. It’s still crappy right now as is the first one, but at least they are both down on paper.

Really, that’s the reason I did NaNoWriMo this year. I haven’t written much of anything in the last year or so, and I wanted to kick-start my writing again. Once I stopped blogging regularly, I wasn’t disciplined enough to to write daily on my own. I’m externally motivated, which is a bad thing, but once I fully commit to something, I’m all in–which is a good thing. This is the reason I’ve decided to commit to posting a blog post every day in December. I miss blogging, and I was quite good at it, which is a full-blown brag and not a humble-brag at all. I had a passion for it, which helps, but I also did my research thoroughly and edited the shit out of my posts. Editing my fiction is not my strong point, which is ironic since it’s what I do for a living (editing, not fiction, though). For whatever reason, I have a harder time chopping up my fiction than I do my blog posts. I think it’s because while I can be flamboyant in my posts and many of them are my opinion rather than hard facts, My fiction, on the other hand, is a delicate flower that blooms in the hothouse that is my mind. It’s my baby, and I am pretty protective of it. Don’t get me wrong: I do edit my fiction–just not as rigorously as I do my blog posts. If there’s a phrase I like or a scene of which I am enamored, I am loath to excise it, even if it doesn’t fit in the piece overall.

But I digress, as is my wont. My point is, and I do have one, that while I love writing, I don’t do it nearly as often as I should. Therefore, I used NaNoWriMo as a way to make myself write, and now that it’s over, I want to continue the writing train. For some reason, now I have this song stuck in my head. “Come on write it, train. Write it!” “I think I can; I think I can!” And, because I know myself well, I know that I have to give myself goals in order not to allow myself to fall back into…well, not writing at all. So. My declaration is that I will write and publish a post every day.*** If I don’t write a post, I will write 5,000 words of fiction instead. The latter will have to be on the honer system because I’m not going to publish unedited fiction–no one wants to see that.
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Why I Blog/I Am Raw

I blog because I can.  OK, that’s a flippant answer, which is what I do best–flippancy.  In the beginning, I started blogging because I felt like I had a whole lot of shit to say, and I didn’t want to wear out my friends by ranting and railing at them until I turned blue in my face.  They were deeply appreciative of it.

I envisioned blogging about politics because they fucking kill me, they really do.  I would be a snarky, lefty political blog that was both erudite and amusing.  Then I realized that political blogging is hard work (what with all the fact-checking that one is supposed to do), so I decided to scrap that.  I would comment on politics as I saw fit, but I wouldn’t make it a daily habit.

Instead, I felt more a need to blog about personal shit because, after all, my blog is all about me.  It says so right in the title.  My blog, my domain.  My thoughts get jumbled when they are in my head, so it helps to write it down.   To my surprise, people wanted to read what I had to write, and that only propelled me to write even more.

My goal was to present my issues in an amusing and erudite way.   Even my posts about my depression were eloquent because I have had dealt with it for so fucking long.  I know that I have a way with words, and I am proud of my ability to weave a tale that engages even as it meanders aimlessly along the way.

Now.  To the crux of my post today.   But first, the video of the day.  It’s Depeche Mode’s Wrong, and a h/t to my fake-hubby #1, Tattoosydney for sharing it with me over at BJ.   I had to link the official video because embedding is disabled, and you really need to click on the link because it’s the official video that resonates with me.*  Meanwhile, here is a live version of the song.

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I’m in My Basement and I’m Blogging

red tapeI am not wearing my pajamas, however, as there is still light out–and I sleep nude.  I’m all for nekkid blogging when I can’t be seen.  As it is, I am wearing South Park boxer shorts and a gray tank top.  In other words, as little as I can.  It’s kind of odd to be in the basement because for the most part, it’s the cats’ turf.  I come down here to do laundry and to clean the litter boxes–that’s it.  However, it’s twenty to thirty degrees cooler down here than it is up there, so I lugged the laptop down with me, and here I am.

So, I have an energy saver on my air conditioner.  Xcel (the company) decided to send out the saver guy, even though the problem had nothing to do with the saver.  My circuit breaker is tripped, and it won’t go on.  My brother explained it to me.  He said checking the saver box wouldn’t do anything.  He was right.  Saver guy left me a message.  When I talked to him, I said the circuit breaker kept tripping and wouldn’t stay on.  He said he could come tomorrow morning.  Then, I called my brother to see what he thought.  He said I should have said that the circuit breaker wouldn’t go on at all, but that it wouldn’t make a difference because they follow a certain protocol.  I called back saver guy, told him what my brother said, and he still wants to check the circuit breaker.  So, he’ll come tomorrow and discover that the circuit breaker is fine.  Then, if he can’t actually fix the problem with the unit itself (apparently it’s a different guy), he’ll have to call in a regular repair person, or I will.  Chances are, repair guy won’t be able to come tomorrow, either, which means postponing it until Wednesday or Thursday.

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I Always Feel Like Somebody’s Watching Me

 

And I don’t mean the NSA with their illegal wiretapping of American citizens. 

 Bear with me.  I am pretty much a Luddite when it comes to gizmos and gadgets.  I just recently got my first cell phone, and I leave it off whenever I’m not on it.  I think I have actually HAD to use it once in eight months.  I don’t like talking on a standard phone, so I really loathe the idea of someone being able to get a hold of  me 24/7. 

In addition, contrary to my online persona, I am a highly private person in my real life.  This is the reason I have resisted having a blog for so long, as well as why I don’t–well, didn’t now–Twitter or use Facebook.  I don’t have a LiveJournal (or a DeadJournal, either), and I certainly don’t have a MySpace page.  The idea that people all around the world could rifle through my personal life made me uneasy–even though I’d be the one controlling the content.

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