It’s my birthday. 39th. 3 x 13. I wrote this post last year about how I am birthday neutral after hating my birthday most of my life. I was satisfied with being birthday neutral, and I hoped that it would continue. Well, it hasn’t. This year, the blues hit me hard over the weekend. I… Continue Reading
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This and That and Alan Rickman, Too
I’ve been hearing mixed reviews of AIW–terribly mixed. I am going to see it, but I’m wondering if I should wait until it’s on Netflix. Then again, Alan Rickman, enough said. On with the blog entry. As I was cleaning the bathroom a few days ago as part of my plan to set a schedule… Continue Reading
Stuff and Nonsense
Hello. Man, it’s dusty around here. Haven’t been to the place for awhile, have I? I’ll tell you why: I’ve been boring the shit out of myself with my angst, that’s why. I mean, I hate listening to the chatter in my head 24/7, so I didn’t see any reason to inflict it upon… Continue Reading
The Ides of April
So, we are fast approaching April, which means my SAD is about to kick in. It means saying goodbye to winter and saying hello to spring, sweating, mosquitoes, and humidity. Yay. Really. Just, yay. Still, spring isn’t so bad–not in comparison to summer. I hate summer. I just want to hibernate until it’s over.… Continue Reading
T For Two
I cannot wait to see the new AIW movie. I have heard great things about it, and Tim Burton better not fuck it up. Then, HP the Last, Part I and II. They better not fuck up the movies too badly. You know, I will watch any movie with Alan Rickman in it, and then… Continue Reading
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Sexy Ninja Assassin
Do you know what I like best about Alan Rickman? Besides that. I like the fact that he plays many different types of characters. He’s been a scoundrel, a badass, a leading man, an American Jew, an American cop, a Bohemian artist, a posh upper-crust Englishman, and, of course, Professor Snape in the HP movies.… Continue Reading
At a Loss
Ed. Note: It’s bothering me that in my tag cloud, Taiwan is as big as Alan Rickman. So, I am going to tag every post with ‘Alan Rickman’ until this is no longer true. Fun Alan Rickman fact: he’s been with his partner, Rima Horton, for 45 years. They are not married, and they… Continue Reading
Friend or Foe?
I have a few conflicting ideas running through my brain that I haven’t thought out completely, so I’m just going to dump them here. By the way, Alan Rickman as the Caterpillar? Bring it. I love Tim Burton’s work, even when I hate the result (Big Fish, par exemple, even though it has the yummy… Continue Reading
Detaching From My Brain
I had taiji today. Wait, let me back up a second. In my last therapy session, I talked with my therapist about not wanting to let the flashbacks distract me. I have no desire to have any kind of real relationship with my father, so there is no reason to dwell on the flashbacks.… Continue Reading