I had another flashback during taiji today. I tried to do the meditation to see what would happen, and yeah, won’t be doing that again any time soon. Now, a little context. I had three hours of sleep this morning before taiji. My sleep, in general, has been even more fucked-up than usual since returning… Continue Reading
Back on Terra Firma for 2010
All right. Now that I’ve thrown my fantasy wishlist for 2010 out there, I’m going to try to come up with a more reasonable list. Now, since I tend to be CDO about things, we shall see how well I do. Let me repost the list: Lose 100 pounds Become self-supporting and self-sufficient Buy my… Continue Reading
For Yutsano–Puppehs!
Hey, hon. An entry just for you. The mostly tan girl is Daisy. The mostly black girl is Luna (the most recent addition, and a rescue). They get along fabulously. Enjoy! P.S. For everyone else, these are not my dogs, obviously. They belong to my boys’ foster mother, Marie. Continue Reading
Protected: Just For Me
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The Abuser–C’est Moi
I am my abuser now. My therapist has said this to me from time to time, and she is right. In the past, it was my father who abused my mind, my body, and my soul, and my mother who abused my emotions and heart. During my trip to Taiwan, I saw all this clearly.… Continue Reading
My 2010 Fantasy Wish List
I don’t make NY Resolutions, so this is not going to be about that. Instead, this is going to be about…well, you’ll see. As I was driving back from the airport to my house, I felt some relief to be getting away from my family and the pernicious insidiousness of Taiwanese beliefs about women, family,… Continue Reading
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Protected: Private Post–Part VI
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Protected: Private Post–Part IV
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