Hello, bitchez. Have you missed me? I have missed you–and blogging. I kind of took blogging for granted before I embarked on my third NaNoWriMo, and I didn’t realize how much I got out of it. So I am back with a vengeance, though I cannot say better than ever. First, housecleaning details: 200,220… Continue Reading
Category Archives: Personal Life
Random Post for Whabs
Since whabs is grumbling about her friends not blogging and saying we suck, I decided I would do a quick random post just for her. There, whabs. Now you can’t say I’ve never done anything for you. How am I? Fucking sick, thank you very much. For any guys who are reading and who don’t… Continue Reading
The Making of a Childhood Snuff Film
Ed. Note: I have been thinking about this post since yesterday. I wrote it earlier this afternoon, but I didn’t publish it. Why? Because it’s pretty damn grim (and I say that full-well realizing that I have posted several grim entries), and I wasn’t sure I wanted could stomach having other people read it. However,… Continue Reading
Eros or Thanatos, Part Deux
Ed. Note: This is a continuation of sorts from the entry posted below. It would make more sense if you read that one first, but it’s not necessary. This can be read as a stand-alone. I woke up today feeling like a completely different person than I was yesterday. The sky was a soft, light… Continue Reading
Life or Death–I Gotta Choose
Ed. Note: I wrote this yesterday. I do not feel this way today. The entry above this one discusses how I feel today–which is much better than yesterday. I woke up feeling extremely sad today. There are reasons for it, some known to me and some unknown. At any rate, I have been teary-eyed all… Continue Reading
I’m Super, Thanks for Asking!*
Hey, bitchez! ‘Sup? NaNoWriMo status update. One week: 52,540 words. I ‘won’ in a week! What’s more, I met my own daily goal of 7,500 words a day. I am actually writing about this for more than just a reason to crow. I’d had this post simmering in the back of my mind for a… Continue Reading
Broken
I waited to have sex until I was twenty. Before that point, I bought into the whole not-until-I’m-married thing. Then, as I proceeded to do everything but intercourse, I realized the ridiculousness of my belief (calling myself a TV, technical virgin in the process) and acted accordingly. I was in love with D. Both of… Continue Reading
Family Matters
Ed. Note: I started this last night and couldn’t finish it. I realize that the more I unravel my past, the more uncomfortable I feel about discussing the ramifications. The legacy of my childhood: toxic secrecy. What happens in the house, stays in the house. I haven’t been to Taiwan in sixteen years. My brother,… Continue Reading
For a Limited Time Only
Ed. Note: This is a continuation of the entry, How to Make the Perfect Sex Doll. It is not necessary to read that entry first, but it will help. Guys, are you sick and tired of bitches who talk back? Bitches who nag at you until you want to smack them across the face? You… Continue Reading
Flailing and Failing
I am failing. All the brave words I have written to this point ring hollow in my ears. It’s all just a bunch of shit that I believe for a brief minute before tossing it to the wayside again. I am falling. Into the abyss, the same one where I used to dwell. Every time… Continue Reading